Thinking. Tired and old

With apologies to anyone over my age, I am of the opinion that 36 is an age at which one is too old to be pregnant. 

It's hard, I'm tired, it's heavy and I'm huge.

When I compare it to my first pregnancy at the age of 25, I feel like an old woman. 

Thus, I've not had the energy to blog, or even really to think. All my heavy thought is going into birth considerations. All my creativity is going into my sewing and children's entertainment, especially as it's currently school holidays. Everything else is a bonus, and frankly, I'd rather watch TV in the evening. Or bid on long black boots on ebay.